In Denial
Duet with the Pet Shop Boys
In Denial
No my life's a trial
I'm not denying that every little bit hurts
It's a problem that I'm not solving
Don't mind admitting I feel like quitting this job
For a while
Getting away before it gets any worse today
You're in denial
And that is final
You're not admitting you should be quitting
All these queens and fairies and muscle Mary's
The rough trade boyfriend who in his own pathetic way denies he's gay
Why can't he see this is a fantasy
I think I'm going mad
How'd you know if you're going mad
Look at me I'm lonely
Look at me I'm sad
I'm not denying I could be trying a liitle harder
To deal with some of this stuff
Know what I'm thinking, less drugs and drinking
No cigarettes and you'll feel a little less worthless
Is that enough? My life is absurd
I'm living it upside down
Like a vampire working all night, sleeping all day
A dad with a girl who knows he's gay
Can you love me anyway?